Thursday, March 29, 2007
[3:10 PM]
see u !Hi ! dear friends....
leaving again..haha..
hope tis 'll be e last X le..YAY!
thanks 4 tagging at my blog even I',m not around!
u noe wat???
when I'm back..I saw those tag...really "warm" me up :)
THANKS n take care!
seeya soon !
<3
[10:18 AM]
天 灰 。 。
今 天 的 天 空 是 灰 的 。 。 。
今 天 的 心 情 是 灰 的 。 。 。
不 知 怎 么 了 ， 心 情 起 伏 很 大 。 。
这 一 秒 开 心 、 笑 得 很 开 怀 。 。 。
下 一 妙 伤 心 落 泪 。 。 。
我 到 底 怎 么 了 ？ 怎 么 会 对 你 如 此 的 痴 恋 ！
你 到 底 在 我 身 上 下 了 什 么 咒 语 ？
竟 然 能 让 我 对 你 如 此 的 迷 恋 ！
我 想 我 必 须 让 医 生 检 查 一 下 ， 查 看 脑 袋 是 否 长 了
一 颗 kuku 肿 瘤！怎 么 都 挥 不 去 你 的 影 子 。 。
中 毒 太 深 了 ！
也 许 是 上 天 的 安 排 ， 让 你 我 在 这 不 可 思 议 的 情 况
下 相 遇 。 种 下 了 不 该 种 的 种 子 ， 种 子 渐 渐 地 在 我
俩 的 照 料 下 。 。 。 开 了 花 。 可 惜 的 是 我 们 都 清
楚 知 道 这 美 丽 的 花 是 不 会 结 成 果 子 的 ！ 无 奈 ！
但 ， 这 绝 对 没 有 影 响 我 俩 对 彼 此 的 执 著 。 。
我 们 坚 持 、 决 定 选 择 继 续 走 下 去 。 。
道 路 上 本 来 就 有 许 多 障 碍 。 。 更 何 况 是 我 俩 这 特 殊
的 情 感 。 。
状 况 一 一 出 现 在 眼 前 。 。 让 我 俩 措 手 不 及 ，
不 知 该 如 何 似 好 ？
我 不 会 怪 你 ， 我 知 道 您 深 怕 她 会 受 到 伤 害 ， 甚 至
会 忽 略 功 课 所 以 便 把 她 捏 得 紧 紧 的 ！
但 我 好 怕 她 会 透 不 过 气 。 。
我 觉 得 自 己 好 无 能 、 好 没 用， 只 能 看 着 你 无 奈 的
承 受 着 这 包 袱 。 。 而 我 却 无 法 与 你 分 担 你 所 承 受
的 压 力 ！很 抱 歉 。 。 。看 到 你 受 尽 委 屈 ， 我 的 心
好 疼、好 痛 ！
我 时 常 问 自 己 。 。 如 果 我 没 出 现 ， 你 的 世 界 会 不 会 快 乐
一 点 ？ 打 从 我 的 出 现 ， 你 的 部 落 格 便 增 添 了 许 多 哀 愁 。 。
你 的 情 绪 波 动 也 很 大 ， 说 真 的 ， 我 不 想 看 到 你 因 为 我 而
在 日 常 生 活 上 有 所 改 变 ！
为 了 我 ， 你 特 地 早 起 。 。 。
为 了 我 ， 你 被 他 责 骂 。 。 。
为 了 我 ， 你 常 感 到 悲 伤 。 。
你 对 我 所 做 的 、 所 付 出 的 ， 我 都 看 在 眼 里 ！
我 很 感 动 ， 很 感 谢 你 对 我 所 做 的 付 出 。 。 这 是 我 从 来 没 对 你 说 过 的 ！
这 两 晚 无 法 和 你 联 系 ， 是 我认 识 你 有 史 以 来 最 难 度 过 的 夜 晚 ！
等 不 到 你 的 夜 晚 ， 我 的 心 有 如 从 高 处 重 重 的 摔 下 似 的 。 。
对 你 的 思 念 是 无 法 形 容 的 。 。 。
想 你 的 夜 是 特 别 漫 长 的 。 。 。 。
感 叹 ， 今 天 又 得 离 去 。 。 无 法 和 你 畅 谈 心 事 。 。
就 在 这 思 念 的 一 刻 ， 收 到 了 你 的 电 邮 。 。
心 情 总 算 好 多 了 , 这 样 也 好 。 。 不 然 又 难 舍 难 分 ！ 不 知 怎 么 的 ？ 我 的 泪 水 在 无 法 控 制 下 一 直 流 个 不 停 。 。
你 知 道 吗 。 。 其 实 我 很 害 怕 。 。 。
害 怕 ， 你 会 承 受 不 了 。 。 。 。
害 怕 ， 你 会 疲 惫 。 。
害 怕 ， 你 会 放 弃 。 。 。
害 怕 ， 你 我 会 因 这 些 阻 碍 而 松 开 了 手 。 。 。 。
但 ， 这 一 切 都 不 是 我 们 能 控 制 的 。 。
所 以 就 让 一 切 随 缘 吧 ！
我 得 走 了 ， 你 要 保 重 。 。 要 加 油 ！
我 会 想 你 。 。 。 会 抬 头 看 天 上 的 星 星 ， 哪 怕 即 使 没 有 半 点
星 光 的 夜
里 ， 我 仍 然 觉 得 耀 眼 ， 因 为 你 已 深 深 影 在 我 的 脑 海 里 了 ！
好 了 ， 得 走 了 。 。 。 。
等 我 回 来 。 。 我 们 一 起 突 破 种 种 的 困 境 吧 ！
祝 福 我 们 <3
[12:34 AM]
gdnites...hmmm...gtg 2 zzz soon , b4 I go...should blog 1st!
No star..haiz..
feeling emo now..sigh..now is my turn =(
so sorry..asking pp not 2 be emo but...I jus can't help...haiz..
"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart."
anyway..I should stay happy =]]
Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow.
gdnites...slp tight...sweetdreams...
<3 noh ss!w kukuhead!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
[9:42 PM]
no mood!haiz...2day damn suay sia!!!immediately after bday nia jiu SUAY le :(lao tian ye onli let me shiok 4 one day nia ...sigh...11 50am is my appointment 4 check up at SGH lor..then I reached there at 11 35am. okay..I waited 4 my turn 2 be call...but wtV ! wait dao damn pek chek can =( almost 1 15pm then is my turn lor ! damn! okay nvm...I thought jus a normal check up as in "here press press n there press press nia" ...wtH ! urine test..nvm...BLOOD test AGAIN!!!! sucks!wat e ABCD man! kenna poke again..damn pain can ):but e result, 1 wk later then noe..urine test nth wrong, heng !then jiu rush home lor..my rite ankle still pain can ! haiz...reached home around 3pm..then thought bath liao can use msn...but my toopid bro dunno from where get a new comp(not LCD de hor)then summore onli 15" nia! omg! omg! he said wanna exchange my comp with him! wtHHHH! my comp got so many files ..pics...rubbish n blah blah blah inside lor, then he kns lor..really shift e new 1 2 my rm ler!!!!I wanna faint! been buz checking with singtel bout e wireless connection..omg! shenli jus asked me last nite bout e wireless connection n now I'm e one ve'ing tis prob lor ..shit! I hate 2 call singtel lor..damn hot hotline!then e cha bor taught me over e phone, how 2 set up e wireless connection 4 e new comp..tried for 40mins sia ! dammit! toopid la! then now my new comp no pic, no file, no no no ...wat also dun ve lor! e 1st thing tat I quickly do is...installed msn n free antivirus scan lor...haiz...so sad..all my stuff dunno how 2 transfer over le..summore 2 morrow leaving le..sigh..I asked him 2 let me use my comp 2nite...he said," ke yi!"haiz...damn no mood la...<3
[9:27 AM]
Try tis..try tis..v fun n 神 奇 ..haha!
trust me..NO scary stuff !
pauline send me on msn, she asked me 2 do it..haha
do e 1st 1...
at 1st I thought sth bo liao..but then 2 my surprise..!!!!!
omg!!! I can't believe wat I c lor....haha..
jus follow e instruction n DUN scroll down!!!
actually whenever after 9pm..I come on9 hor..I'll turn my light off de..
haha..so I on it last nite n I dun ve WHITE wall so I look at my WHITE
cupboard!!! It wks also!!! omg!!! haha!
go try it now =]]
http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=118228&extra=page%3D1
[6:56 AM]
"bengawan solo de choco cake,damn nice..
1 candle nia..haha..4ever 1yr old..lolx!"
"earrings from eunice,joce, sharon n serene..
pendant from uncle"
"can't c e perfume clearly cos I v lan in photo taking..haha..anyway is 'eternity summer(CK) de..last x I always use eternity de =]]"
" 2nd card from e left is a"toking card" from Ben, he recorded his voice in e card ..then press 'play' jiu can hear his msg le..
e 3rd from left,nxt 2 Ben de ..is from 1ST !haha! She wrote lots of thing la..btw e card is not ugly la..is nice can!"
"ang bao from mama n yima =]]"
[12:09 AM]
back 2 normal day...
haha..suddenly feel so emo..haiz..
NO! I mus stay HAPPY cannot emo de ..haha..
I emo cos birthday over le, mus wait till nxt yr le...haha..
but anyway..I had a vvv wonderful n unforgettable birthday tis yr =]]
sincerely wanna thank lots of pp!!!
b4 tat..let me tok bout my dinner 1st !
I meet eunice , sharon , serene n joce at bugis junction !
we ate Jap food again!!! cos my lunch also Jap food lor..haha..
u mus be thinking I damn like Jap food lor..haha...is NOT lor!
I always eat katsu don n kara age nia! (pork chop rice n fried chicken)
I dun eat sushi de..cos dun like seaweed n raw stuff !!!
so lunch took katsudon ,jus now ate oyakodon(chixken lor) haha!
okay..thanks 4 e earrings ! I love it !
oh ya..I saw tat kiosk cart selling my kuku doll le ! haha!
actually got even bigger n smaller de lor..anyway got so many different
design de lor..jieying, u can go after u collect ur $ 2morrow..haha! (big sweep) :D
I reached home around 8+pm then jiu chiong 2 bath ..chiong on9 le!
waited n waited...sigh..but nvm..I always remind myself "知 足 常 乐 "!
so jiu bu hui so sad le..hehe! remem tis..no matter where u're... no matter
how far we're apart... no matter how we can't chat on9... WE RE STILL SHARING ONE MIND...ONE HEART...SO it won't affect us de :) So dun feel emo .... whenever I'm not around..okay? jus concentrate n dun think of me when u're in S! wanna thanks u 4 wat u've done...thanks 4 everything !!! ur wishes...everything tat "touched" me ! really v gan dong ..
wanna cry le..thanks so much tat u ve brighten up my bday!
without u...I won't be feeling so high n warm! u noe wat? U ARE MY BEST BDAY PRESENT! THANKS GOD 4 SENDING U 2 ME....haha!
Thanks KUKUHEAD! BAM! KUKUHEAD! I LOVE KUKUHEAD !
Okay thanks uncle, mom n ling ! I love u all !
Thanks Eunice ,Joan, Sharon,Serene n Joce 4 e perfume n e earrings!loveya!
Thanks Ben 4 e "toking card"..c I so nice..haha..
Thanks friends tat sms n phone me de!
Thanks Dean's fans posting in e forum..yun,ahjo,naomi,esscue n gl!
Thanks those who tagged n wish me de..xiaojie, veron, jean,shenli,gl,
hong,jieying,esscue,naomi,pauline,1st...
Thanks jieying 4 ur ecards !
Thanks naomi 4 tagging me so early , post in e forum n wishing me on9...
Thanks 1st 4 ur card! really v sweet of u ..I'm so gan dong..u send me cards..testi..wishes in ur blog..n tagged me ..so yong xin lor..wo bu hui wang ji de ...haha!btw y u wrote in e toilet huh? n u using $2 + for e stamp! lolx!
THANKS EVERYONE!!! I LOVE ALL OF U! I AM SO GREAT TO VE ALL
OF U AS MY FRIEND!!! BE知 道 你 们 对 我 的 好 ， 对 我 的 爱 ！
谢 谢 大 家 ！ 我 爱 你 们 ！
美 好 的 时 光 总 是 过 得 比 较 快 ！
原 来 幸 福 就 在 你 身 边 ！
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
[1:53 PM]
祝 我 生 日 快 乐 。 。
刚 从 TB PZ 回 来 ， JOan 请 我 吃 日 本 餐 ！ 哈 哈 ！
太 棒 了 ！谢 谢 你 的 这 顿 饭 还 有 那 份 礼 物 ！ 哈 哈 ！
Joan 送 我 一 瓶 香 水 ！ 哈 哈 ！ 哎 哟 。 。 干 嘛 我 一 直
‘哈 哈 ’ 哈 个 不 停 。 。 。 。 哈 哈 哈 ！
今 天 很 high！ ！ ！
太 high 了 。 。 。 哈 哈 ！Omg! toopid blogger dun let me type chinese de lor !!!happy la ?!! aiyo..toopid sia! nvm ..won't affect my mood lor..haha! later meeting another group of friends at 6pm !haha! C I using so many 'haha'...hahaha!oh ya..last nite my uncle bought me a pendant.. got abit diamond on it de..haha..I'll post e pic later..haha..not nice de..haha..I prefer 'handcuff' de..lolx! no la..wateverpresent also like it la...my mom gave me 'ang bao' haha!oh ya..wanna thanks so many pp lor! erm ...I think 2morrowthen blog bout e names...haha!tis morni so early jiu saw naomi tagged at my blog le..haha..n kukuhead too..so many 祝 福 lor...so happy sia..haha..suddenly feel like I’m 世 界 上 最 幸 福 的 人 ！ haha!
就 让 我 今 天 做 个 幸 福 的 小 女 人 吧 !
<3
[12:54 AM]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BE !!!HAHA..LIKE NO DIFFERENT LOR..LAO YI SUI LE..LOLX! DUN ASK ME HOW OLD LOR..HEHE..lATER ALL KENA *WHACK BY ME LOR..OKAY..JUS NOW MY UNCLE BOUGHTA BIRTHDAY CAKE LE...HAHA...EVERY x IS E SAME LORiT'S FROM "BENGAWAN SOLO"DE LOR ..LOLX! 'LL POST PIC 2MORROW ..HAHA..I DAMN LIKE FRUIT CAKE LOR!BUT TIS CHOCOLATE CAKE IS DAMN NICE ALSO..HAHA..okay..hope all my wishes come true! once again 生 日 快 乐 ！ I think 2morrow than blog le..cos now keep nodding off ..lolx!nites..sweet dreams..<3>
Monday, March 26, 2007
[4:52 PM]
cute ma? haha...I love it man!
omg! e more I look at it..e more it looks like ??
haha! so kuku lor ..haha!
[1:35 PM]
gosh!
I noe y 2day rain le...
cos e heaven wan me 2 fall down lor..lolx!
damn suay lor..haiz..all cos of tat toopid 'CROCS' sandal !!!!
omg! I went downstair 2 buy iweekly then e floor was damn wet lor..n e toopid sandal..suppose 2 be "slip-resistant" !!!!
bullshit lor ! I was like slip n kneel down lor !!!!
then now my rite ankle like abit pain le ..haiz... dunno like sprain dao le...shit !
2morrow damn buz lor...nid 2 meet my friend then mus go settle some bills..then wed mus go SGH check-up lor.. then thurs mus go back 2 Bintan le ...leg bai ka jiu die liao ! suay man!!!
okay la..tok bout happy stuff..
haha..2day damn high..keep smiling n laughing lor..haha..
like siao litat..damn happy lor..haha..
c I used so many 'haha' ...lolx!
haha I got my 1st present le..YAY! from ling lor..so gan dong !!! is a doll lor..soft toy la..vvv superduper cute de ..haha.. later then post e pic here ..haha.. she bought from bugis junction lor...wow..she told me $17.90 then I was like so pity on her cos I noe she got no saving ma...
then I said .."aiyo..u're broke lor?"
ling ," yea...u mus buy me 1 wk de lunch n dinner .."
I .." huh? okay la..I give u $ la.."
ling.." oh..I took $20 from pa..then still zhuan dao $2.10..hahahaha!"
wtfish man...lolx! anyway thanks ling! I love e doll so much! It has an alphabet "H" on it..lolx! so coincidence lor.. n is either with "H" or w/o alphabet on it lor..haha.. Ling chose with " H" de cos of my surname ..haha..
I'm gtg 2 bring it with me 2 Bintan le..
I'm gtg 2 hug it everynite ..haha..
okay..stop here le..tata..
<3
Sunday, March 25, 2007
[11:24 PM]
嗨 ！
我 又 回 来 了 ： )
刚 到 家 不 久 ， 就 迫 不 及 待 的 赶 紧 来 blog 了 。
不 知 怎 么 的 。 。 。突 然 很 想 以 华 文 来 写 出 现 在 的 心 情 。 (你 的 眼 睛 不 需 要 睁 得 这 么 大 ！看 多 点 华 文 ，
对 你 有 好 处 。 。哈 哈 )
此 刻 的 心 情 已 平 静 多 了 。 。 。
知 道 这 五 天 我 是 怎 么 过 的 吗 ？
告 诉 你 。 。 。 我 也 不 知 道 是 怎 样 熬 过 的 ？ ？
实 在 非 笔 墨 能 形 容 ！
除 了 白 天 往 工 厂 跑 ， 傍 晚 便 呆 呆 的 待 在 屋 里 。 。
似 乎 每 晚 都 看 不 到 星 星 ！
天 空 好 像 就 快 塌 下 来 了 。 。
数 也 数 不 清 寂 寞 与 无 奈 ！
在寂静的冷夜里， 唯有独自站在窗前，望着窗外寂寞的夜空
想你在这无尽的等待里，我深深的想你，想知道你是否也在想著我。 。
想知道在你的梦境里是否看到我在你梦的路口？
等待静静的在心底呼唤你，我想你，想你从远方或近处向我走来， 天 天 想 在 梦 里 见 到 你 。 。 。
很 奇 怪 的 。 。 。尤 其 是 在 星 期 六 的 那 晚 ， 我久 久
都 无 法 入 眠 ！ 我 的 第 六 感 告 诉 了 我 ， 你 们 得 了 第
一 ！ 我 心 中 有 股 冲 动 。 。 好 想 立 刻 与 你 分 享 那
份 喜 悦 。 。 哈 哈 。 。 但 很 可 惜 。 。
那 晚 我 失 眠 了 ， 眼 睛 看 着天 花 板 发 呆 。 。一 直 到 了 3点 多 才 入 眠 ！
思念永不搁浅尽管我知道漆黑的夜无法将我的心声传得很远，但我相信你一定能感觉到，云的际遇如浮萍，似相聚还别离，在月圆夜，让风捎去我甜甜圆圆的祝福，祝福你天天快乐，让爱留在我的心里！想你好美好幸福 。 。
今 晚 终 于 看 到 了 星 星 (：
它 是 那 么 的 闪 亮 ， 那 么 小 小 的 一 颗 星 就 能 把 漆 黑 的
一 片 天 空 给 照 亮 了 。 。 它 也 把 我 的 心 给 照 亮 了 。 。
<3 因 为 有 你 ， 所 以 学 会 珍 惜
即 使 这 世 界 不 如 想 象 中 的 完 美 ，
但 我 依 然 珍 惜 ， 因 为 有 你 <3
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
[10:19 AM]
sad..
omg! tis is so sad can...
my rm is flooding..sucks!
hate tis feeling..
my heartachessssssssss..
damn...
dun feel like gtg le...
haiz...
<3 kukuhead!
[7:56 AM]
leaving again..haiz..
ya..raining again !
since last nite around 1 am..
haiz..dunno wat 2 blog le..jus feel like blogging but
out of words lor X(
let me think...erm...
oh..stop taking antibiotics le but still having diarrhoea!
dunno y lor ??
oh ya..my hp de sms flooded lor..BEN!
haha..damn long nvr ans his call le! mom told me he called
a few X lor..can't be bother la...
wow..really dunno wat 2 blog le..haha..
oh..bout e CSS2 hor..damn not interested lor..dunno y? haha!
dun tell me who n who..I won't noe at all cos I nvr read n C ..
onli last nite saw e pic of tat bung n tat rgs de girl nia ..
n kukuhead, tat bung not shuai at all lor!!!!
I said bu shuai jiu shi bu shuai lor !!! is not e matter of which
pic la..is e face , wo bu hui xin shang lor..lolx!
later kena fans *box me* ..hehe :D
anyway..saw some of their pics but like not v chu se lor!
dun wanna tok bout it le..haha..
haiz..leaving in an hr X le...
tis X ..dunno when can come back lor..hopefully tis Sun or
Tue can come back =]]
erm..nth much le...
so take care everybody !
wait 4 my return..kay?
cya..missya!
kukuhead mus take gd care hor!
haiz..bo e star won't be bright enough lor..cos sick ma..haha
okay..JIa YoU !
<3>
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
[10:31 PM]
我最 开 心 的 事 。 。
有 一 段 时 间 没 用 华 文 来 上 博 客 了 。 。
好 吧 ， 今 天 就 以 华 文 来 表 达 在 我 这 段 期 间 最 让 我 开 心 的 事 吧 ！
第 一 爱
一个人一生中会遇到多少的有缘无份、 有 份 无 缘 的 。 。 。 爱你的，你爱的，都一一擦肩而过 ! 要 遇 到 爱 你 的 ， 你 又 爱 的 确 实 不 容 易 ！
一直认为， 爱情是一种双向性的情感交流， 是两颗心的倾慕， 是两情相悦， 是一种灵魂与灵魂碰撞的火花。真正的爱情源于彼此发自内心的倾慕， 建立在两情相悦的基础上。
以 前 的 我 。 。 追 求 向 往 的 爱 是， 只 在 乎 天 长 地 久 、宁 可 不要 暂 时 曾 经 拥 有 的 lor！
一 直 认 为 爱 你 的 人 就 必 须 想 尽 办 法 让 你 快 乐 、 让 你 幸 福 、付 出 的 要 比自 己 多， 以 为 这 就 是 爱 ！ ！
现 在 的 我 。 。 不 在 乎 天 长 地 久 、 只 在 乎 曾 经 拥 ！ 哈 哈 。 。 人 会 随 着环 境 、 年 龄 、 挫 折 和 种 种 因 素 而 有 所 改 变 ！ 终 于 明 白 爱 是 那 么 的 奥 妙 ！
爱 就 像 一 把 钥 匙 ，能 打 开 心 中 的 那 把 锁 。。。 爱 就 像 是 药 水 ， 能 暂 把 病 痛 给 忘 了 。 。 。
爱 不 是 等 着 对 方 送 礼 物 给 你 。 。。
爱 不 是 等 着 他 /她 带 给 你 快 乐 。 。 。
爱 是 看 到 对 方 快 乐 ， 你 也 会 感 染 到 快 乐 。 。
爱 是 要 对 方 过 得 比 自 己 幸 福 ， 你 才 能 感 到 幸 福 。
爱 太 难 理 解 了 ！
每 个 人 对 爱 的 看 法 、 经 历 都 不 一 样 。 。
谁 也 无 法， 没 资 格 批 评 任 何 人 的 爱 情 ！
因為緣分所以与你 相 逢 ，因為喜歡所以才 会疼惜，
因為有你所以幸福， 因為真愛所以唯一！
尽 管 笑 我 傻 ， 我 无 所 谓 。 。
不 管 别 人 用甚 么 眼 光 来 看 我 。 。 。
我 只 能 说 。 。有 你 住 在 我 心 中 ， 才 感 受 到 爱 的 存 在 ！
不 知 从 何 时 开 始 ， 已 习 惯 的 在 睡 前 想 你 才 能 睡 得 安 稳 ！
不 知 从 何 时 开 始 ， 想 你变 成 了 是 一 种 享 受 ！
不 知 从 何 时 开 始 ， 早 晨 醒 来 第 一 个 想 到 的 就 是 你
有 你的 感 觉 真 好。 。 。
愛一 个 人不需理由，也未 必 要 有 結果当然有結果会更好。 。 你只需要讓我在你身旁靜靜的守護你我就心滿意足了！虽 然 我 俩 好像 隔 着 一 道 墙 ， 甚 至相隔兩地 ，但 我 会 在 宁 静 的 夜 晚 把我的心事、挂 念 你 的 心 告訴星星,把 它 託付給星星,希望它能代我每晚的守候著你,當你抬頭望見那顆最亮的星星時,希望你知道,那是我,我在守著你，在 想 着 你 ！
爱不一定要惊天动地，简单点、 朴实点或许更显温情 ！ 每一个爱情都创造着一种神话，让 这 美 丽 的 神 话 继 续 创 造 出 另 一 个 奇 迹 吧 ！
<3
第 二 朋 友 经 过 我 的 开 导 ， 快 乐 起 来 。 。 。 。
常 常 有 很 多 朋 友 喜 欢 向 我 诉 苦 。 。
我 很 喜 欢 讲 话 。 。 喜 欢 开 导 。 。 安 慰 朋 友 ！
不 知 怎 么 的 。 。 。。能 把 不 快 乐 的 人劝 开 来 ， 对 我 而 言 是 一 种 很 开 心 ， 很 开 心 的 事 ！
很 满 足 感 ！ 哈 哈 ！
看 到 朋 友 伤 心 、 落 泪 时 ， 会 感 到 心 痛 ！
愿 与 您 分 担 烦 恼 与 哀 愁 。 。 。 。 。
愿 静 静宁 听 您 的 喜 怒 哀 乐 。 。 。 。 。
所 以 朋 友 ， 您 快 乐 。 。 我 也 开 心 ！
Monday, March 19, 2007
[11:36 PM]
sian...
nth 2 do..so come 2 blog again..haha
chatting on9...with lots of windows jus now..haha..but now
left 3 nia..haha...kinda bored 2nite..bloghopping again..
jus now my yima came ...bought me "yan wo1" haha..
I was like ..always looking at e clock!!lolx! they came around
8 50pm..I noe liao liao!!! sure cannot on9 le..so qi lor.
anyway they went back at 9 35pm !!!
so ..haiz...I noe I'm too late le...sigh...waited 4 miracle but...
still no...dunno y my heart like kinda drop...sink ...dunno how
2 describe??... sigh...gonna miss u 2nite X(
oh ya..gonna stop taking those antibiotics le..cos keep ve'ingg
diarrhoea! my mom said mus be e antibiotics lor..
so I stop le..2nite not gtg 2 take le ..haha..
c how lor...gtg back on Wed morning ...haiz...
vv sleepy la..
byensweetdreamsngdnites <3
[4:23 PM]
why?
sigh..last nite was quite sad..
after reading some1's blog...make me feel worst X(
haiz..jus dun underst y ...???
y pp fall 4 each other but won't stay long?
y they can love each other so damn "hard" n can get"tired"
with each other huh?
y sweet dreams can turn in2 nitemares?
y isit faith n trust 'll go?
y mus heart breaks?
y mus strong feeling fade?
y isit always e 1 u love tat hurt u most?
y can't 2 person in love jus stay happy ever after?
yyy???
yea..emo again!!
sigh...stay strong, my friend!
really dunno wat 2 say..how 2 help..haiz...
I feel so bad n sad...
if happy days become sad days...
if sunny days become rainning days..
if smile turns to tears...
if u really can't fix it back....
jus make a choice...
maybe let go..u'll feel better???!!!
I dunno...I got no rite 2 give any comments..
jus let it be...?
watever tat make u feel comfortable..
but ps remem....I'm always there..u're not alone..
jus tok 2 me whenever u nid me..okay?!
hope everything 'll be fine!!!
'll pray 4 u =]]
Sunday, March 18, 2007
[11:56 AM]
4 Days in SGH...
erm...was thinking where 2 begin..haha..
cos is like v long ago..lolx!
okay..begin on 12th of March, Mon..
I reached Bintan on Sun, still feeling okay jus abit tired,
thought due 2 e journey nia..
then Mon morni body aches n pain..sore throat ...haiz..
thought is flu but still went 2 wk lor.
tat afternoon got worst lor..fever !
Mr Jonney brought me 2 e clinic..
omg! fever shoot to 39.3 ..Mr Jonney damn worry sia...
So he called my uncle again ...book ticket 4 me cos doc did a
blood test ...said got virus in my blood cell ..sigh..
13th of March, TUE..
so I came back on Tue morni ..my uncle immediately sent me
2 SGH! I was v weak n ve'ing pain on rite side of my abdominal e nurse took my temp..was 40 n i vomitted twice..so e symptoms is more like appendicitis!!! I noe I can't even stand
up so sat on e wheelchair ..can't be bother bout paiseh anot lor... then they sent me 2 e A&E observation ward!
I noe I waited 4 damn long sia..I can't stand e pain ...
I keep kicking e blanket !!! Damn e doc took so damn long cai lai lor!!!
I was quite frustrated cos they keep asking me qs repeating n
repeating lor!!!
like.."where is e pain?", "here or here?" ,"like tat pain or let go pain huh?" wtf lor!!! pain liao dunno where is e exact place la..
then tat whole day c so many diff doc n keep asking those qs lor!!!
okay..link back..then e lady doc said wanna take blood test...
okay..then she said,"oh ..ur veins so fine..nvm..do exercise..
open n close.." wth man!!! my stomach is killing me lor n summore ask me 2 do exercise!!! siao la!!!
okay..nvm..I do!!!
then she poke e needle in n said," sorry!"
I noe e nxt sec my blood dipped on e floor!!! then she collected
3 tube which was quite a lot lor..
then noe wat she do ma?? she took some tissue 2 clean e floor!
wth man! e floor is more imp than me ??!!! lolx!
okay..nvm ..then she said e result 'll out in another 2 hrs X!
I was like huh?? wat happen e appendicitis burst? cos I noe it
can kill if it's burst lor!!!
okay..nvm.. she gave me 2 injection..1 on my hand n 1 on my butt! damn pain can!!!
so I guess uncle waited 4 more than 2 hrs outside..
he came in n told me 'll be fine lor...
then another doc came ...a male de ! asked again ..blah..blah..
he said mus stay lor cos mus do a CT scan ...
okay..fine..stay!!! sucks!!! no rm!!! waited till 4pm..
I told my uncle nvm..C class jiu C class lor..
cos B class no rm le...
okay..transfer 2 wards...53 ward rm27 bed 2!!!
omg! y not bed 3 lor..'ll be my bdate ma...2703! lolx!!!
then u noe I did not eat since Mon 9pm onwards ma?
nurses said cannot eat cos mus do e CT scan ...
if really appendicitis then mus do oper immediately lor...
so they dipped me..remem I said earlier ma..e lady doc poke
1 plague(dunno rite spelling ma..cos I heard nurses calling it as plague?) in my hand then u noe wat happen ma???
another CT scan de doc came n said tat ,tat "plague" too small
cos CT scan mus use a bigger tube !!!
so he "poke " my e other hand !!!! wtf!!! wanna COL (I invent de "cry out loud") damn pain can!!!!
okay..nvm..all e patient there with 1 plague ..except me ,2 !!!
sucks..kena torture!!!
C la..day 1 so many 2 blog le ..how 2 con't huh?
later all ur eyes become O.@
haiz...damn long story la..
I'll cut short n jump 2 e CT scan...e report nid 24hrs lor..
so mus wait 4 e report lor..stomach still pain sia..
tat nite ..no stars..no sky..no bolster...c mi sai also no lor!!!
n meiyou bin also xia dao you bin lor cos 2 old lady keep screaming in e midnite lor!!!
then kena wake by a lady doc at 4am !!! wth!!!
I was so scare...thought wanna "cut" me le X(
heng lor..she told me e CT scan result...
was FINE lor...kidney fine..not appendicitis lor!!!
then she said 'll inform another doc lor...
I zzz again..
had nitemare!!! I think nitemare for at least 3nites!!!
tat's end e 1st day in hosp...
14th of March, Wed
still ve'ing fever...
so doc came around 8am plus...
then said,"how young lady? still pain? ....oh..still ve'ing fever..
so we con't 2 observe u..if 2morrow still pain n fever still there..we consider 2 oper 4 u..."
then jiu here press press n there press press lor!!!wth man!!!
I think tat 4 days no pain also kena press dao pain lor !!!!
they can't find out y I ve'ing pain on e rite side of my stomach lor...so they said mus con't dip me with antibiotics!!!
cos I'm ve'ing fever so cannot discharge me lor...
nvr take any med through mouth de...
onli antibiotics through dip !!! so pain can!!! wth lor!
then gong gong e whole day!!!
zzz n zzzz !!!
pass urine also nid 2 carry tat dip 2 e toilet lor ..haiz...
so not use 2 e bed !
zzz dao whole body aches n esp my neck lor..damn pain!!!
mom n uncle lai kan wo lor...
ling bought tat iweekly 4 me sia..haha...
kan dao DEAN damn jing sheng lor...lolx!
nth 2 do..head still damn gong n sleepy , maybe due 2 e antibiotics lor...
so 2nd day also keep zzz'ing lor!
oh ya..n I remem is Dean's bday lor..haiz...
too bad can't tag at e forum..
15th of March, Thur
doc came around 8am!
said," oh no..u still ve'ing fever in e nite! We think is either
vv bad flu or virus tat cause ur "rite abdominal pain..
erm...can onli discharge u , when u got no fever n no pain..
let's con't observe u...2morrow 'll oper if fever still there.."
wth lor!!! keep saying wanna oper then nvr...of cos I dun wan
2 be cut la..but mus well cut me better than jus zzz there gong gong 4 nth lor!!!!
they make my mom n me so scare n worry lor !!! aiyo!!!
tat nite..I chatted with e auntie nxt 2 me..haha
cos can't zzz...maybe zz too much 4 e 1st 2 days le !!!haha!
we chat till 12 am!!! lolx!
not gtg in2 detail lor cos her story damn long n ke lian..haiz..
she vv ke lian jiu dui le..onli 51 but look like 61 lor!!!
all kind of sickness la..cannot walk summore ..sigh..
51 yrs old jiu end up in "old folks home" le !..haiz..
u noe wat?
tis X enter SGH hor...rang wo gan chu liang duo lor!..haiz..
maybe I like a bit she bu de lor..LOLX!
u mus be thinking I qi siao la..where got pp she bu de "Hosp"
de ???!!!but...like every1 there..e nurses n e patients so nice lor.
esp e nurses in my ward! We chat n joke man!!! so fun!!! miss tat auntie n ah ma beside me lor..I'm in between them ma..
tat ah ma super cute n she is "KHEK" summore!!! She damn
luo suo lor..haha..nurses all blehtahan her..lolx! she keeps
repeating n repeating lor...bout her pain in her mouth...
she is 70+ lor but looks "strong" !!!
she always say ," xiao jie...wo de zui ba hen tong lor.."
haha..e nurse tied her hair like "barbie doll" litat..lolX!
I tease her in "khek".." u look so mei lor.." then she so happy
n 4get bout e pain le...haha..
actually e 2nd day, I was quite use 2 them le..
we chat..even chat with their relative n friends tat visit them..
my rm got 6 person(+ me). so I noe every1 de background's
story lor..really damn poor thing de..sigh..
dun worry ..I won't go in2 detail 1 by 1 de lor...haha..
but bed no.6 de old lady damn jialat de..cos she likes 2 kick n
beat e nurses lor...haha..
she always zzz de..vvvv skinny n weak...
whoever touches her hor, her "li san jiao" 'll start 2 kick le!!!
omg! I'm started 2 go in2 detail le..haha..better stop toking
bout them..jus find tat..like bu she de lor..haiz..
oh ya..I 4get bout e exciting part..lolx! then I siao ler..I asked e nurse ," hosp got comp ma? or any internet cafe?" .... ans "of cos no la " lox! so jiu siao dao ...... CALL JIEYING lor..hahaha!
no la..actually wanted 2 ask her 2 leave a mess in my blog lor..
cos I got onli her nos..haha..
her voice super cha bor la..haha..doesn't match her look at all!
lolx! zhen de lor..she so shy on e phone sia..haha
I'm e 1 keep toking lor...hai wo dunno wat 2 say..
keep asking her," ni shi jieying ma?" lolx!
then she passed 2 her darling too ! haha!
omg! by e X I finish blogging hor....super long post sia !!!!
mus cut short !!!! always so luo suo lor ..haiyo!!!
16th of March, Fri
doc came damn late lor...at 10am!!! wth!!!
so finally no fever!!!!
at last n finally..YAY! .....but I bluff e doc no pain in my stomach lor..hehe...still got a bit lor..dun scold me hor!!!
haha..bo now still in e hosp lor...
aiyo..was chatting with gl n blogging at e sameX lor!!!
finally n at last blog finish le..haha..
sorry gl..
n thanks 4 tat pic...lolx!
stay happy ..okay?!
omg! so damn late le..1 30am!!!
haiz..after e 4 days I spent in SGH...I dun blame any1 cos my
mom like start 2 blame my uncle le..
I wanna thanks him...thank him 4 letting me ve a chance 2 stay in e hosp..then I get e chance 2 noe tat some pp out there is
trying damn hard 2 survive even with torture of illness or watever lor!!! whereas some pp out there keep complaining
life is so sucks cos of blah blah blah lor..
life is precious !!!
oh ya..wanna thanks all e nurses in ward 53 !!!!
thanks 4 taking care ...
thanks doc...
thanks auntie..
thanks ah ma...
hope all e patients 'll get well soon n discharge immediately..
Take Care ...auntie!!!
miss all of u =]]
really ve 2 go zzz le..almost 2am..
tata..
<3 kukuhead!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
[8:14 PM]
colorgenics test
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm
You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.
The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
You are feeling extremely nervous and frustrated. At this moment you are impatient, erratic and irritable. It could be that you are not feeling that well at this time - possibly suffering from hypertension. You feel that the situation is threatening and dangerous. You are resentful that what you have striven so hard for is being menaced and you are at your wits end because you feel powerless to prevent it. You are fearful that everything can collapse on you like a pack of cards and that you could lose everything. You are unable to view the situation objectively. You are attempting to remove or minimise this threat but you are overextended to the point of nervous prostration.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
haha..wat u think??huh??
omg! am I suffering from hypertension?? lolx!
ps send me 2 e doc!!! any doc recommended..huh???
[2:16 PM]
OMG!
omg! all e older mess gone le!!!
so can't reply le..
sorry..I did v yong xin de replied last nite but blogger ate it!!!
so guess tis is e 1st X ..I nvr reply tag..sigh..
hope u all won't mind esp GL!!! lolx!
Jus reply 2 u la...
GL thanks 4 tagging..
erm..I think I try 2 recall back..try 2 reply ..haha..
NAOMI how can u failed ur test huh? mus jia you lor!
if I'm ur mama..I'll ban u from comp too !yea..raining ..but too
bad u keep asking me 2 take gd care so I fall sick again !
Hi! let's all I can remem ..haha..thanks anyway ,sweetie !
1ST yea..can 0n9 cos using staff de laptop in Bintan ! haha!
GONGXI NI! I told u rite..u sure can make it de ..YAY!thanks
4 tagging n praying 4 me ..
JIEYING yea..I noe u'll wait 4 my return de..haha..oh..nvr go out ..gd lor cos dunnid 2 spent$ ma..haha..GREAT! win more
n enjoy in genting..haha..but e best dun tu lor ..lolx! thanks 4
informing in my tagb ..
ZHENLI thanks..I'm fine n u enjoy too ..haha..
SANDY thanks..sotong baby! u take care too!
GL haha..nvm la..I'm back le..n yes la.I always ask pp 2 tag me la..now then u noe ar?! lolx! but onli u n hong nvr tag nia lor...
HONG haha..I noe u tagged e most! I noe u vv guai lor
wat idiot huh? u mean me arh?? I always did tat in ur tagb..toking 2 myself ..at least I'm better than u lor cos I replied not like u .. yea..wo hui lai le..
lolx! done! hope I din miss out ...
anyway thanks every1 !!!! thanks 4 all ur care n love !!!
'll blog bout my almost "DIED" story nxt wk!
now can't use comp 4 too long cos kena ban from mama n kor! haha...tou tou yong !
now no more fever le..but still on antibiotics!!! 10 tablets a day ..haiz.. eat dao wanna vomit ..sigh..
during e stay in hosp..really gan chu liang duo..haiz.. saw so damn many ill patient ...haiz..yao si bu si..so ke lian..
okay..stop here..'ll blog again.. take care cos life is precious !!! I'll JIA YOU too !!!!!!!!!
u rest well too!
kukuhead bam!
<3
Friday, March 16, 2007
[11:08 PM]
WTF!!! REPLIED TO ALL THE TAG ...
SUCKS MAN!! SI BLOGGER !!! EAT MY POST SIA!!!
SO HUNGRY THEN GO EAT SHIT LA!!!
ABCDEFGHJKMNOPQRSTVWXYZ!
BULLY A SICK LADY=[
DAMN U x(
Sunday, March 11, 2007
[6:48 AM]
haiz...cya again...
haish.........another 2hrs....sigh..
y mus always cya? cya cya cya????
sigh...damn no mood again =[[
dunno wat 2 blog le ?.?
ling still so sick =(
I did not zzz well x(
headache le @.@
but last nite was a high nite =]]
chatting with 10 windows ..lolx!
every1 so nice lor.. =)
once again ...take care :P
hope my nxt return 'll be soon :)
okay..nth much le..see U...miss all of U =():
TAKE CARE ~
thanks 4 e great nite..
was really a sweet nite.. (:
mus take care..dun fall sick =(
mus JIAYOU =]]
yea..'ll look at e sky de =)
miss u :(
<3
Saturday, March 10, 2007
[2:16 PM]
tired...
last nite I was guai lor..wanna zzz early so off9 at bout 12 50am
but from 1 45am jiu nvr zzz le =(
cos my uncle's daughter,ling was here last nite..zzz with my mom. but she is like having fever lor =[
I heard some1 like vomitting in e midnite so I wake up...went in2 my mom's rm..she was vomitting lor :(
then running fever also..haiz..so ke lian =[
so I zz in my mom's rm too. e whole nite nvr zzz le cos she
like v xin ku litat...I gave her med then call my uncle lor.
my uncle said wait till morni c how lor..then I v worry la..
ling dun ve mom de lor cos uncle div since ling was onli 2 yrs
old nia..sigh..ling v ke lian de lor :(
Her mom bu shi hao ren lor =(
bei zhe my uncle flirt with her boss =[[
after my uncle zhi dao le then jiu div lor..haiz..my mom, his sis
div...he himself also div..bro n sis mei hao xia chang :(
who dare 2 marry huh? dun say I'm bei guan lor...
dun wanna tok bout tis le !
then morni ..ling said cannot breath!!! xia si wo le ..
so call my uncle again then we went 2 KK 2gether..
I was thinking sure admitted hosp de cos she likes so jialat lor..
summore cannot breath ler..my mom so scare, scare she sudd
"duan qi" =[ *touch wood*
then when we reach there hor..heng bo lang..doc said mus do
blood test then let her ve med n rest there for 1 hr . If she nid
2 stay hor..2nite I sure nid 2 pei her de cos my uncle v buz de.
then 2morrow I'm leaving at 9am lor..haiz...
heng lor..e blood test was ok..some virus attrack lor..then we reach home at 12 pm .
now she is still zzz'ing ..haiz..so ke lian...sigh...
I think I onli zzz 1hr nia but damn jing shen lor..haiz..
nth 2 blog le..no mood..haiz..
Friday, March 9, 2007
[11:04 PM]
恋爱频率
好久没有吹微风的晚上
我们看着山下都市灯光
你说快乐和自由 是穷人的天堂
这种想法我很喜欢
OH你要我闭上眼睛想象
有我看不见的一个远方
你说地球是乐园 要用心去游览
这种说法多浪漫
心在飞 路很长
我们是彼此的避风港
听着你 聊到从前和未来
你心里所有的梦跟我很像
OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
所以我也希望 我们心中频率都一样
梦加点感觉 思念装上翅膀 爱是无限可能的飞翔
OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
我想让你分享 我们心动时分的梦想
这是一个开始 还是一种幻想
未来正在等待不是吗(未来我想和你分享)
一直想跟你说 那天一起吃晚饭 想问你 开心吗
这些日子 看着你 追着自己的梦想
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omg! I finally zao dao tis song le =]]
damn high lor..haha..looking 4 tis song damn long cos
4get e title of e song ! =[
but was so heng lor..cos jus now I bo liao go bloghopping n
surprisingly kan dao e utube lor..omg! so nice ...
watashiwa suki desu :)
now then I noe bloghop de advantage ...lolx!
oh u really light up my nite =]]
thanks...nites <3
yea, I finally c lots of star 2nite...
n 1 vv bright de (:
<3
[2:38 PM]
hana kimi....
haha...I come 2 blog again =]]
siao liao lor...hehe *!*
jus feel like blogging..blogging e whole day..lolX! :V
no la..cos finally watch finish "hana kimi" le lor :P
past few wks not free+no mood 2 watch lor =(
but..but watch liao not really happy with e ending ler ~.~
though is happy ending ...I think e producer wanna ve part 2 bah?? bo they won't ve ended it tis way lor ;(
If I'm e scriptwriter hor..sure let them find out ella is a girl then kena kick out from e sch...then quan dun ve e courage 2
tell her tat he likes her..then ella decided 2 go back USA then
ella was waiting 4 quan 2 express his love 2 her but quan nvr lor..then e day ella leaving...desp waiting 4 quan 2 sent her off in e airport but quan nvr appear lor..ella vv disappointed then cry in e plane n recall all those happy moment with quan...n fall asleep in e plane..then sudd she wake up n saw quan sitting nxt 2 her with 99 white roses..[lolx! 4 me la :D] ...then quan tell ella , he loves her so much tat wanna 2 be with her 4ever...then they went USA n study at e U there..then wk there..marry there... then live happily ever after :) =) =]]
lolX!!! how's my ending huh? vv lao tao rite? hahahaha!
wu liao la..n also dun like e last few epi lor x(
e scriptwriter like lack of lin gan le ..so weird lor..sudd link 2
model de or..so no link at all! unlike e 1st 10 epi , so nice lor!
anyway I like " hana kimi " la =]] cos of ella, quan n xiu yi lor :P
unlike my bro lor =( always wanna chang fan tiao with me lor!
He keeps saying wat ..impossible 4 such a handsome guy 2 fall 4 a "nan ren po"!!! My bro so toopid lor =.+ everything I like de, he nvr like lor then he said nice de I sure agree with him de lor ) : u noe ma...since when I was v v young hor jiu vv scare
of him le..haha..dunno y lor..jus 'll do watever he say lor =(
now when I think back hor..like so toopid lor @.@
I remem when I was in pri sch hor, whenever he buy new stuff
hor then e old 1 'll sell me ler! I mean "sell" use '$' lor !
u noe even his SHIRT, camera, cap, bag,wallet...blah blah lor
cannot fix in also buy from him ler..I siao lor..wahahaha!
He cheated my $$$$ lor ..lolx! I vv sayang him de, he always
bully me then I always cry..my dad 'll cane him lor then end up I'll knee down n beg my dad not 2 cane him lor...my dad hor
also 1 kind lor..always beat my kor de :( then watever he grab
jiu da lor!!! belt, shoe, hanger,stick.......sigh...tat's y my kor hate him so much lor X(
then I onli kena beat 2X nia ...haha...so can remem v clearly in my mind :P
erm.....1st X when I was like 5yrs old...cos I was eating lots of lots of "suan mei" !!! he asked me stop eating but I was so addicted 2 "suan mei" tat x...1 day like eating 20 lor..lolx!
then kena slap by him X( tat was e 1st n onli X kena slap by him lor! then 2nd X was around 10yrs old bah, pri 3 I think ...
my bro hai de lor...we were playing with e cupboard's door then e whole cupboard collapse n I was like burried underneath it ...hahaha...then those books, display, glasses...
blah blah ..all break lor ..my dad kan dao e mess jiu anyhow
grab...grabbed badminton racket jiu beat my butt..lolx!
tat was really e last X beaten by my dad lor...haiz...think of e
past again..nvm ...awhile jiu mei shi de =]]
wowsia !!! I so pro man ..lolx! from hana kimi can link dao
my childhood lor...haha...okay , mus stop here le bo mei wan mei liao...I damn lou sou lor ...n so talkative sia :D
2day really blog dao finger numb le..mus massage 4 me hor..lolx! 2day dunnid 2 cook , gtg out 2 makan so gtg 2 bath
le ...sayonana..=]]
oh no gonna noh ss!w 2nite =(
<3
[7:17 AM]
back again =]]
HI! YEA..BACK AGAIN!!!! YAY!!!
back de feeling ichiban desu (:
I got lots of thing wanna blog but...dunno begin from where lor maybe jus start from 060307 bah!!!
I'll nvr 4get tis day ):
I was at e office toking 2 one of e staff there n sudd I thought I'm so sick dao wanna faint sia ..e nxt min ,I saw tat char bor
I toking with de run cbleh fast n disappear infront of me =.=
then Mr Jonney came n pull me out of e factory lor...I was so
blur n gong lor, dunno wat happen at all !? He told me "earthquake"!!!! I was damn shock lor...so scare..scare die
over there then cannot come back le X( haiz...but pp over there..all too use 2 it le...so like I'm e onli 1 look so "siao"..lol!
but after tat ...another vibration at 3pm+ then Mr Jonney asked all e staff 2 go home :) YAY! then we went back so early
lor. Bernie was so cute, he came 2 my rm..chatted with me bout his toys n friends..haha..at least I won't feel so wu liao lor
haiz...then tat day was quite bad cos e earthquake screw up e netwk n blah blah...e worst part is...over hundreds died lor..
sigh...haiz...Singaporean really lucky lor....living in such a save
n comfortable envir unlike some country ...haiz..
pp reading my blog...LIFE IS PRECIOUS!!!
mus ai xi shengming..understand ma?!
I noe life is somehow damn sucks 2 some pp but wat 2 do??
still ve 2 face it instead of ....haiz...
I am really out of words le...dunno how 2 console pp le...
cos out of e sudden..jue de shengming hen cui luo lor ....
prob 'll keep looking 4 us lor..non-stop..is like re-cycling lor..
so u dun ve tis then how re u gtg 2 face all those Q'ing behind
de..huh?? stay strong n accept it!!A bend in e road is not e end of e road... unless u fail 2 make e turn. human always dun wanna accept e fact lor!!! dun avoid la..e ans is there n we noe it de.. jus tat dun wanna face it nia..haiz...stop torturing urself le.. think of other pp around u..there're others tat care bout u..
is not end of e world lor...n whenever we facing prob hor, always think tat is e end of e world litat...actually is jus another "experience" nia..u solve n face tis so in future u'll be more strong n noe how 2 handle such prob le! no pp in tis world not
facing prob de even animals also got their prob lor..(like real?)
haha..yea wat..their prob is looking 4 food n blah blah....
facing more prob is a gd sign lor..lolx! like me...since young,
damn young jiu facing so many prob! then overcome each,
u'll feel so great n so super strong..haha..then through experience I can console pp n tell them how 2 face it though
not always in e same pt of view la but at least help a lots lor.
e difficulties of life re intended 2 make us better.. not bitter.
so u mus be ah Q like me..or how about thinking embrace pain n burn it as fuel 4 our journey? remem we shall draw from e heart of suffering itself e means of inspiration n survival !
u noe wat a caterpillar calls at end f e world, e master calls a butterfly! so it's not e end lor =)
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When e road u're trudging seems all up hill,
n u want to smile, but u've 2 sigh,
when ur care is pressing u down a bit,
rest if u must, but don't u quit... don't give up!
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight 4 it.
all I wanna say is..may u live all e days of ur life!!!
stay strong =]]
lolx! sorry 4 being so damn long-winded !!! lolx! cos I dun wan 2 c u guys so down lor..
cheer up ,okie??!! remem try 2 tok 2 some1 when I'm not around lor =]] okay la...suppose 2 be blogging bout my super
high spirits de (:
YAY!!! last nite really high lor..haha..
erm...no..can't begin with last nite cos ven't apologize yet ):
yea...I wanna public apologize 2 all of friends tat kena tagged
by tat "LIM" !!! so so so sorry lor...all my fault X( ...haiz..
sorry n thanks 4 bearing it ^.^ ...but hope everything is fine lor cos he had promise me ...once I added him, he'll stop tagging !
HOPE U KEEP UR WORDS X( ! don't piss me off again !
Jus keep ur mouth shut !
okay..Mr Jonney ven't get a perm staff yet =[
no pp come 4 interview de lor...sigh... cos over there not many
edu de, then if edu de all wk oversea le ...haiz..nvm..mus ve
strong will...keep believing ...then sure 'll can get 1 perm lor =]]
haha..I am not so worry le cos now my mom more worry ler..
she almost faint tat day as in "earthquake" in indonesia tat day lor..haha! now she keeps nagging at my uncle le...my uncle also blehtahan liao..haha! u noe wat? I was surprise tat my bro said" yi ge nu hai zi zhu zai stranger 's house , so dangerous lor !" =.=
so I guess I won't be staying there long lor..haha..YAY!
happy 4 me ma?? remem 2 pray hard 4 me lor ! lolx! omg! I been blogging since morni 7am then stop at 8am then con't at 10 15am till now (11 am ) le!!!
siao liao lor =.= I was telling jieying jus now, I wanna blog a
super long post..haha..
oh..jus saw naomi's tag, c la..all of u so nice..not 4getting me
even in sch lor =]] tat's e reason y I can't zzz in e nite in bintan lor ): fang bu xia every1 here..haiz...too bad,sun gtg back le =[
but nvm cannot be so greedy lor..should be happy cai dui :P
haha...thanks every1 not 4getting 2 tag me even I'm not around lor :) all e best 2 u all n take care =]]
oh ya..can link my blog le ! please link me lor :P
I think is ur imagination isit? Last nite n tis morni..I almost
fall out of my window..lolx! cos I nvr even c 1 star man ):
maybe is ur mood 2 high liao then u thought u saw lor..haha!
u noe ma..over there out of e 7 nites, onli 2 nites got stars nia!
then I draw a big star n hide it in my bolster..lolx! at 1st is placing it under my pillow de but after I left 4 wk hor...tat nite
return hor, e maid put it on e desk lor..I so paiseh..e maid mus be thinking tat I 'm siao or doing wat black magic lor..lolX
heng she nvr ask me ..haha..so hide in my bolster better lor =]]
haiz...onli 9 days nia but 2 me is like damn damn long litat x(
but noe tat u're doing fine..so at least not so bad lor . u mus
jiayou ! mus take care :) really miss u loadssss....
hope we can really make it through <3
<3
Monday, March 5, 2007
[10:05 AM]
back last nite...but leaving at 3pm...
HIHIHI!!!!
yea..back last nite at around 9pm+ but nvr come on9 lor
cos SICK again...haiz...immune sys damn lousy la !!! x(
I should blog a fast n short 1 cos leaving at 3pm 2day..
not enough X 4 me 2 do so many things lor..
tis X back got 2 reason lor..
1st .... take injection cos tat day nvr take then c doc too cos
since e day I reached there jiu sick till now le =[
at 1st is vomit in e ferry then 1st nite jiu fever n I nvr dare 2
tell Mr Jonney untill e 2nd nite lor..cos I cannot tahan anymore then asked him can I c doc ma..then he called me uncle....he bought me 2 their family 's doc but e 3rd nite still
e same then my mom n uncle worried jiu asked me 2 come back lor =]] hehe..though is 1 nite nia but "hui jia de gan jue zhen hao lor" !!! :) ..but sian la..mus go back liao...haiz...
n jus came back from clinic lor..cannot take e injection lor cos
m ve'ing fever now..dun worry ..not v high lor..38 nia...
oh ya n 2nd reason ....I 4got 2 bring an imp document lor..
so shun bian hui lai na n shun bian blog n shun bian on9 ..haha!
but guess tis x'ing..not much pp on9 lor cos all at sch ma :(
nvm la..better than nth rite?! at least I can blog a quick 1 lor.
over there ...netwk damn jia lat lor!!! X(
e 2nd day over there hor..I came 0n9 while I was
waiting 4 a client in "Bryan tree hotal" but can't even go 2 mine n others de blog lor n on9 for last than 10 mins jiu line dropped le =[[ ...lousy sia !! dunno I suay or watever la...
shower over there too ...so emo on e 1st nite...haiz.. :(
can't c any stars n make me feel even worst..then alone there
yue xiang yue shang xin ...cried dao so jia lat..dunno isit cos
of Mr Jonney stay near 2 e seaside , at nite damn cold sia n I
keep crying tat nite then jiu gan mao le..fever in e mid nite lor *.*....sigh...but worth it la..bo 2day won't be here blogging le..haha!
another gd new!!!
last nite my mom n bro told my uncle better look 4 a perm staff over there..my uncle agreeded too =]]
my mom worried dao siao la..she said maybe "my body" cannot adapt there ..lolx! but my uncle ven't discuss with Mr Jonney yet..later my uncle 'll accompany me back 2 bintan lor
then he'll tok 2 Mr Jonney..but at e mean X..
I dun think I'll be coming back until they get a perm staff le cos is like so paiseh 4 me...onli wk for 4days jiu hui lai le..haiz..
I damn lan la :(
so anyway please pray 4 me tat Mr Jonney 'll soon get a perm
staff n I can train her as soon as possible then come back b4 my bday lor =]]
hopefully everything went smoothly...
take care n missya!
ans..yea! I saw stars too...like around 10pm..
cos I was back ...please take gd care of urself..dun overstress ..guess 2day won't ve any chance 2 tok 2 u ..sigh..
anyway ...miss u loadssss n yea..'ll stay happy =]]
<3
Thursday, March 1, 2007
[1:51 PM]
真 的 要 走 了 。 。 。
OMG!
I'm leaving soon.
In about an hr times.
To TM ferry.
'll reach there around 8pm.
Bintan is an hr behind s'pore.
Okay.
I dunno wat 2 say le ):
FeeLing rite now super"EMO" x(
No computer.
No blog.
No HONEY.
No FRIENDS.
For 1mth? 3mths? 6mth?
So damn damn long.
Haiz..
Sigh..
Anyway.
See all of u in ?? later.
No bye.
See u !
SEE ALL OF U SOON?!
MISS YA!
TAKE CARE!
DENG WO HUI LAI!!
<3
[1:11 PM]
I Swear
I swear ,by the moon and the stars in the skies
And I swear,like the shadow that is by you side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what is weighting on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Coz I will stand beside you
through the years
You will only cry those happy tears
And through Id make mistakes
I will never break your heart
And I swear,
by the moon and the stars in the skies
I will be there I swear,
like the shadow that is by your side
I will be there For better or worse,
till death do us part
I will love you with every bert of my heart
And I swear,
oh........ I will give you everything I can
I will build your dreams with those two hands
We will hang some memories on the walls
And then (and when ),just the two of us are there
You wont have to ask if Id still care
Coz as the time turn the page
My love wont age at all
[7:33 AM]
stay away from us...
was already a emo day n yet things been screwing up...
haiz..wat am I suppose 2 do? leaving soon...somex really
think of not coming back !!! X( avoiding? no! is not lor =[
y isit so hard huh? nvr ask 4 more...I'm not greedy type...
jus wanna remain litat ..y isit so difficult??? jus decided 2
stay n stick on 2 it but...but...seem like prob keep looking
4 us!!! :(
oh 4 heaven sake...can u jus let us be e way we wan?
I can tell u 4 sure, I'll not hurt her! but if u carry on litat...
u re hurting both of us!!! can u jus ve a thought 4 her?
we jus wanna carry on litat ...u think how far can we go?
we did nth wrong..seriously nth wrong if u wanna count tis
kinda feeling is wrong..then I got nth 2 say!!!!
u make me feel tat we re coming 2 an end!
oh shit! am I so wrong 2 agree with u??? or I shouldn't ve
come back 2 u?? I hate tis kinda feeling!!!!
my heart breaks...
u re trying 2 tear us apart!!!! n e worst part is ...tat e onli way
we could share our thought 2gether...so how re we gtg 2 carry
on if u gonna stop her from tat??? sigh...
y mus u do tis 2 us? I'm so hurt n lost...I dunno wat 2 do?
I'm already so sad ...n u had jus added salt 2 my wound!!! =[[
seriously no mood..
I dunno how long we can last...seriously dunno...
cos like so many thing re trying 2 stop us from moving on
hand in hand...
but I jus dun wanna say gdbye 2 u litat! seriously DUN WAN!
I'm so lost now..I think is X 4 me 2 think bout it...
maybe in Bintan ..let me settle down over there 1st...
then I can seriously consider it again...
but rite now...I onli noe...I dun wanna let u go..
really hope tat we can stay strong n breakthrough all these
difficulties ...if u willing 2...I'll stay on n we should fight against e demon ....
I should make use of tis 6mth 2 think bout it...
n u should reconsider it too cos ...maybe after I left...
e feeling may fade...maybe u'll get use with me not around..
maybe u'll no longer ve tat feeling 4 me anymore...
tat's all I wanna say...all rite from my heart....
no matter wat's ur decision...
remem I'll respect n agree with u !
at e meanX...concentrate on ur stuff ,take gd care of urself,
stay happy though I'm not there 2 chat...but remem u're always in my heart...
<3 be
[7:29 AM]
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thanks GL =]]
"bengawan solo de choco cake,damn nice..
"earrings from eunice,joce, sharon n serene..
" 2nd card from e left is a"toking card" from Ben, he recorded his voice in e card ..then press 'play' jiu can hear his msg le..
"ang bao from mama n yima =]]"
cute ma? haha...I love it man!.jpg)
thanks GL =]]